Searching for Satisfaction - @WeirdoInCharge1
Determination, Perseverance, Freedom, Happiness, and most importantly Satisfaction are the main “cheat codes” we look for in this game we call Life. Desperately seeking affection, love, and understanding from people who probably don't deserve it, but who am I to say so? We develop in strange and abstract ways but who really knows why? Because we thrive to be the best. We thrive to achieve further than before. We thrive to find something. "Those the new Jordan's?" "Is that the Nintendo Switch?" "How big is your TV, bro?" What comes out is "Yo, I'm so hyped for you. That's what's up." But what stays in is "I gotta do better than them." When we can't find a way to be better we begin to isolate, hate each other, and break each other down. Gotta be at the top of the food chain, Survival Of The Fittest, right? Damn, ain't that something else?
The real questions are: How do we know when we are Satisfied? How long will it take after all this searching & thriving until we know we're at the top? Does it even matter in the long run? Needless to say, we try to cope with this urge to Satisfy by distracting ourselves with something. Or someone. Video games, smoking, drinking, boyfriend, girlfriend, side hoes, dancing,singing, the list goes on. I like to make label this list as “Coping with Poison.” Positive or Negative, Pro Vs Con, Good or Bad, there's always an effect due to this cause we call Satisfaction. You search for a cause that's meaningful in your life just for it to have an effect, no matter the result. Why? Because you deserve better! You want a new car. You want that new game. You want those new Jordans. You want to live a better life! Out of all those things you Want, what do you really Need? Remember, Satisfaction is not only something that you should Want, but it's also something you Need.