Look At Where Life Brought Me... - @CWeezy710
Here I am. Wearing a chained heart on my sleeve.
Although my hearts pure, I won't allow just anybody to see that, and sometimes that's a mistake.
With the type of world we live in, we focus so much on fictitious things. Fabricated money, prescription drugs, rental cars.
Believe me, a young lady who's struggled can agree that the fancy, glamorized lifestyle is what I strive for.
But I also strive for things money can't buy. Peace, family, love.
Why is it so hard to stunt how big our hearts are?
We're so quick to bop our heads to how much of a savage we are, taking pride in how it's so easy to cut someone off. but what about taking pride in our genuine hearts? Taking pride in a love worth fighting for?
In this world it's so hard to find something real, yet that's what we all yearn for.
Everything is so impulsive. Trying to find the next best thing. Trying to one up everything.
Why is it so hard to enjoy the present? Being grateful for everything we have now?
In a world that's telling you to not be yourself, to be a savage, to have no heart, the best thing you can do is to find yourself.
Find what makes you happy. Find what makes you hurt. Find what turns those tears to smiles.
All those times you been hurt, you're still here. Don't let no man, woman, event, even this world turn your pure heart cold.
Cheating, heartbreaks, betrayals, family issues are meant to make you stronger, not make you colder.
Be wise. Be intelligent. Be mindful. Be different
The savage life is fun, until you realize that your drowning in your own sorrow. Trying to fill a void you were never willing to face. Now what happens when you're face to face with your demons? That heart you were avoiding to water and help grow won't be there.
Facing our own demons is something we all don't want to do. We don't want to feel hurt. We want to be in denial about certain things. We want to be prideful, we want to be a savage. And sometimes all that just comes crashing down. Not even your pride can save you.
So, treat your heart, mind, and soul right so it can be there to protect you like air bags in a car crash.
I myself struggle in the pride area. I know I'm a genuine, pure person, but it's so easy showing the savage right?
In a world that's trying to be the same, I want us all to be different. I want us all to just be, us.
Fight for you. Fight for your worth. Fight for the love you want. Fight for your dream.
I'm trying to unlock this chained heart that's on my sleeve so I myself can let it flourish.
Vulnerability in this time is so rare and precious, we're all too scared to even show it. We're ashamed of it because it can be called " weak " but their is absolutely nothing weak about knowing your heart.
I'm just a youngin trying to accept myself. Trying to let myself in. Telling myself it's okay to have a heart. It's okay to show loyalty. It's okay to be vulnerable.
I've been through so much hurt and pain, to the point where I'm still allowing love in because I know at the end of the day, I have myself. I have my intelligence. I have my heart. I will never let pain win. And man, that is beautiful and powerful.
Allow yourself to let love in. Allow yourself to connect to your heart. Feel that energy, and let yourself flourish.