Let them demons inside yourself go.. By: @Gemelmcleod20
I bottle my feelings too much inside and I’ve been in such a dark place at times with things I don’t speak on
as much and everything hits me at once but I really never let it show and as I act like I’m fine at times
I’m not I’ve gone thru so much shit over the last two years most things
like family stuff and unexpected loss of a great friend who I always considered my brother that Ive
known since diapers also becoming a man trying to burn bridges with my past
To be a good friend, brother, uncle boyfriend or son
I want nothing but the best and I apologize if sometimes it seems I don’t care for others problems at times
That can be selfish of me but because I have my own things going on
sometimes I find myself shutting down or even feeling a random tear falling down at times with these demons inside bottled up.
because I want everyone I love or anyone I’m around that I don’t really know also to be good even before myself I don’t ever love giving up on anything or anyone I care about
We live and we learn and sadly we eventually loose people we love and care about.
I’m not perfect but at times I just have to accept the fact I can’t make everyone happy
My feelings be hurt but I never was the type to show it and here I am showing it ...
I always freely give love to people even if it’s not reciprocated I don’t expect anything from giving something that doesn’t have a price on it but I do know in the end that love will come back to me in some way.
And this is me
releasing some of these demons out of the body..