You - @cierraanise
"I'll take some time just to be thankful that I had days full of you."
You have one foot out the door, please just come back in so we can finish building our home. You leaving means I lost it all. Myself, my motivation, my happiness, it's all gone if you're not here. I feel the truest form of love with you, our energy is always reciprocated. Every laugh, every kiss, every moment we've shared, they replay everyday. You've been my drive to become better. To be the best I can be. I don't know where I'd be without you. What I have for you is more than appreciation, it's an everlasting debt, an everlasting love. I could never get over you, nor do I want to. Being without you is something I can't prepare for. It's unrealistic to me. You said something is fading, and I just pray it can come back, and be restored.
The happiness you've brought me, it can't be recreated or imitated, and if you go I can't come close to find it. I won't even go looking. Never wanted to be a burden, because you've taken away mine. I want to take the weights off, not become one of them. I need you... way more than you think. There's no one like you, I'll say it a million times. I just want us to grow, and keeping growing with each other. We have to water each other's soil to be green. You've got me, I don't want to be anywhere else, just with you, for the rest of my days, I don't care what anyone else thinks. I'm going through hell, drowning in my own tears, trying to fight for you to step back into our home. Holding on as tight as I can so you don't let go, don't let go of what we've already made, I promise you it won't be in vain.
I can't lose you, I never gotten ready for it. I was only ready to take over together, to become one. I don't want to know what it feels like when you're gone. You leaving wasn't even in my imagination. It was never you & me, it was always us. I love you too much to let that separate. I want to become your queen, because you're my king, then we can make a prince or two. And if we happen to make a princess, this elephant will be passed down onto her neck. You didn't just get it for me. I don't see you becoming someone from the past. I just want us to last. You won't even speak to me, my fear is becoming true, the only thing on my mind is you. Making you happy, making you smile, making sure you end your day on a good note. Making you happy, is what makes me happy, and I don't ever want to fall short. I want you to stay here so we can love, and laugh. I don't want your other foot to go out that door. If it does, this home is crumbling, and I'm under all the rubble and the walls are starting to cave in. Making you happy will always be on my bucket list. I'm lucky to have been blessed with you in my life, and I'm not taking it for granted, ever. Saying I love you is an understatement.